selamat hari jadi

dye kekasih lame aku.
dye org yg pena aku cinta satu ketika dulu.
dye org yg pena aku letak paling tggi dalam hati aku.
dye org yg pena aku tujukan lagu2 cinta bodo.yg sebenarnya tade membawa ape-ape erti pon pade dye.
dan dye la org yg telah sakiti aku sampai aku jadi serik utk bercinta lagy.
u hurt me a lot ahmad asyraf.
and i neva turn back for you.
i mean it.

harini hari jadi dye.
so,hepy bufday.
tak teringin langsung rase na wish kate2 neyh pade dye.
tarikh harini pena jadi tarikh penting dlm idup aku.
harini hari yg sesuai utk aku luahkan segalanya.
sebab itulah blog bertajuk "selamat hari jadi" ini di post.

kepada dye..
cume na kau tawu yg idup aku kini lebih bermakna tanpa kau.
lebih bahagia tanpa kau.
alangkah indahnya kalau kite ta pena bertemu.even sebagai teman biase.
sumenye kesilapan aku.yg memulakan dulu langkah toe.
sebab cinta yg kau pena berikan tu hanye aku rase pada awalnye sahaja kerana pada ketika itu aku yg sibuk menagih cinta kau.
sumpa.selama aku hidup.rasenye perkara yg paling aku kesali ialah bertemu dgn kau.
tapi aku anggap itu pengajaran.itu takdir tuhan yg perlu aku terima.memang melukakan.tp sgt memberi aku pengajaran supaya jgn mudah mencintai.
i deserved better than you.
memg benarla org ckp.cinta itu buta.
memg aku buta pada mase itu.
pade mase itu saje.
kerana sekarang aku lebih berwaspada.
terima kasih sebab pernah melukakan.

*kepada amirul azmi,saye tawu awk akn marah bile bace sume neyh.maafkan saye.awak akan faham sumenye 1ari nanti.ily.

Missing star.

I can't never really tell you
Why i've been missing you a lot
And i just have to take another look
Of your photo in my wallet

And there's no reason why
I keep your t-shirt by my side when i sleep
Return when you really gone

It's like a missing star
That's always been up in your sky
It's like the rainbow never comes after the rain
It's like the sun never rises in every of your mornings
How am i supposed to live without those things
There are all you......

by:Yuna

A notes to him..
Amirul Azmi,imy so bad since the last second we met.i want you all the time.be in front of me.but you cant be there.all i can do is missing you..everyday,everysecond..and i cant imagine myself without you..without your voice..without your touch..without your smile..ily so much honey..tengs for the love..i dun have the reason if u asked me why..it is just I LOVE YOU..

a song to cry.

Your Call by Secondhand Serenade

Waiting for your,
Call i'm sick,
Call i'm angry,
Call i'm desperate for your voice
Listening to the song we used to sing
In the car,do you remember
Butterfly,Early Summer
It's playing on repeat,just like when we would meet
Like when we would meet

I was born to tell I love you
And i'm torn to do what I have to,
To make you mine
Stay with me tonite

Stripped and polished,I am new,I am fresh
Im feeling so ambitious, you and me,flesh to flesh
Cause every breath that you will take
When you are sitting next to me
Will bring life into my deepest hopes,
What's your fantasy?
What is your...what is your....

And im tired of being all alone
And this soletary moment makes me want to come back home

*he callled me:

him:ha...syg!syg!cari lagu secondhand serenade,your call..
me:lagu ape honey?
him:your call..dgr?cari tawu.a song for you..
me:okie honey..nnti sy dgr okie..

*then i looked for the song..yeah..its a song to cry..i miss him..huhh..c!crying rite now..btw,thanx honey for the song.people do not understand y it is so meaningful to us,but we do..and i love u..

him is you.
amirul azmi b wahidin.
i love you.
trust me.
we will meet soon.
be patient okie?

yaya dan syida

perhatian: sy rindu awak berdua.sumpah!

deeper conversation

bermula dgn isu kecik.dye ta ske lagu cerita asmara-fazley toe.toe je.then it turned into a big fight.words by words.tears by tears.smpai aku da rase give up nan dye.smpai thp cmtoe skali la.aku kate keadn da berubah.byk sgt yg berubah.dye ckp,kalo dlu bole bergurau.skang.gurau ckit aku da mlenting.what is the sign?yeah.byk sgt yg kite luahkan smlm syg.skang aku rase lega.lega sgt sbb lastly kte jumpe solution.dat is;accept me who i am,accept u as who u are.okie syg?bgun td tgok cermin,mate mcm zombi.adus.sgt buruk.tp tape.as long as sume mslh da selesai,dat would be fine to have this kind of zombies' eyes.last word.syg.thanx sebab meluahkan semua toe.sy terharu.dan sy syg awk.awk je okie!thanx 4being there.