-trying-

from now on, i'll try my best, not to cry for you..
i'll try to be back to my old..
i'll try not to think of you..
i'll try to tell myself,
that i've never been with you before and
that i don't love you..
i'll try, doing all these things,
if only it helps to heal the broken of my heart..

i knew *ILY *

Just when I'm all alone, all I think about is you.

I can't be left alone at home, my mind will run by itself,
without any self-control, I will think about you again.
Everything can't be back to where they are supposed to be.
I miss the times going out with you.
I miss the conversations we had in the past.
If only...time could turn back..

-Salam Ramadhan-

SELAMAT MENYAMBUT RAMADHAN 1430H

SELAMAT MENYAMBUT BULAN RAMADHAN AL MUBARAK.....SEMOGA PUASA KITA DI TERIMA OLEH ALLAH ...AMIN

JANGAN CURI2 ..... JANGAN MASA BEKERJA..... JANGAN BUAT ...... JANGAN ASIK ...... JANGAN ASIK BANYAK2 LA BERSABAR......

MESTILAH SENTIASA .........





Oleh itu saya memohon ampun dan maaf jika ada berbuat kesalahan, baik yang tidak di sengaja maupun yang di sengajakan, semoga kita dapat menjalani ibadah puasa dengan khusyuk, diberkati dan dirahmati Allah S.W.T, insyaallah.



"SELAMAT MENJALANKAN IBADAH PUASA"

-ku cari dia-

ku cari dia
dalam pelabuhan rindu
bersesak nafas menahan terjahan
oleh mata mata yang liar memandang..

ku intai dia
dalam ruang rindu.
terpinga pinga ..tertanya tanya..

adakah dia sedang menanti seperti aku..
dengan rindu yang menggebu..

ku nampak dia
sedang bermesra dan bersendaloka
nak ku hampiri tapi tak pasti
adakah di terima atau pinggiran cuma..

ku pandang dia
hanya dari kejauhan..
terdetik di hati untuk mendoakan
semoga dia berjumpa dengan apa yang di carinya..
dan ku puisikan untuk dia
andainya ternampak aku disini
moga dia mengerti
bahasa rindu yang ku kirimi...

love is cinta.

gud day.

sowi for not update this blog for a few days.

ayis got fever suddenly.skang suda sihat.suda bisa bercakap byk.

for last few days.byk yg jd.

the worst is hari rabu.bateri kete mama kong.we are supposed to go to s.alam at 9am.

pomen2 kete lastly kul11am bru bertolak.

pagi tadi digegar awal oleh mama.kene bwk itu amirul izham ke swimming pool.

now.just come back from Brisdale Hotel.mama got appoinment there.tempat yg serabot.

saye suda mule rindukan shbt2 tecinta.

syida nan yaya.rindu awak!

rindu kkh!rindu aimi!rindu i-311!rindu shbt2 len!

bicara tentang perasaan.

rindukan kenangan lama.

ta pena lope kaw la ahmad asyraf!

tp.saye hanye rindu.bkn na jadi mcm dulu.there is no space left for u to drop by my heart.

cinta neyh sgt susa na avoid.it comes so sudden.even when u are not ready to face that feeling.

do i suffer from it now?im not sure.haha.let it be.just go with the flow jela kan awak!

finally its can be view.

heyh! ni yaya post lah nie..huhu...2 3 hari blog xle nak view.so ya xpost lah papew wahai cik ayis and syida..(jgn lah marah)..hahah..
zharif bru blik seremban semalam. i already miss him. huhuh..6 hari kot dis stay umah aku.hahah..its seem like he is a part of my family da. xpenah mcm nie uhuhhu..

here some message for syida:
i taw u ingat sape.
kuat k!
its maybe pain but dont worry lah yang pegi maybe dtg dgn yg bru nti.
who know? u dpt lg best kot!
we all ada.
we all do love u lah.
blewwwwwkkk..

ayis tunggu trip kita ke air terjun.
i bring back my lens!

-Bila Pena Mula Berbicara-

i got a question yesterday.
do you still love him?
i answer yes to that.
i do love him. bt i'm realize how stupid i am.

after that, i got another interesting question.
do you know what a broken heart feels like?
to be honest it makes me feel suicidal.
low self esteem.
it makes me want to escape and run.
my life seems totally over.
ohh..shit. i hate that feeling very much
time does help me to forget every single things...
but.. on and off the memory keeps coming back...

Bukankah katamu

Yg indah dulu cuma ingatan

Akan mati bila musim berganti

Sedang padaku

Tetap subur mewangi

Membasahi diri...

Bukankah katamu

Persimpangan ini amat mengelirukan

Saat nafas bagai terhenti

Untuk membuat pilihan

Kekiri duri

Kekanan belati..

Bukankah katamu

Kita akan sama berdarah

Andai terus disini

Berdiri diatas api

Lalu aku pergi

Agar kau tak tersiksa lagi...

Aku pergi

Kerna begitu katamu!.

the cancellation.

gud saturday syg!

berita:uitm kami ditutup seminggu.bkn sbb kene H1N1 tuh but becoz itu Ibrahim Abu Shah mawu selaraskan cuti.ha.

so,kitorang pon balikla uma masing2.yaya ke kuantan.syida ke karak.n saye ke cheras.sume jao2.rindu diorang da neyh.

we are supposed to go to kuantan today.ade event.tp becoz a week holiday neyh,ta jadi.g pon syida demam,tamawu g tanpe dye.

erm.today lak.

aku ke klcc anta abah.(motif gmbr tuh ha).then ke nite market.blik2 je trus usha blog becoz itu amirul azmi kate syida sedih.hurm.hope she is okie.

yaya lak.dye ta update blog pon.na kene yayayekk neyh.

erm.okie.suda senja.maw mandi.nnti org tuh kate kite busuk. :)

syg sume!ksksm.

"a real friend is one who walks in when the rest of the world walks out"

-HATI SEPI-

**saye x bape sihat...deman. sakit kepala. adoii. sdeynye hati. thanx to kesayangan saya... (ayish n yaya) yg tolong jage sy smlm! sayang kamu bdua.. =) finally, sme xdpt g kuantan yer. yaya jek la pulang. sbbnye uitm cuti?? haha. seminggu kot.. adoiii. im goin to miss both of u syg!! mmuahh! jmpe nnt taw. bile xsht ni. mule la rs sepi. rs rindu. rs sdey.. hmm. sme ade. kehidupan yang kite lalui sush kite nk jangke kan??. ape yg kite xduga berlaku, itu lah yg blaku. tapi no matter how hurt it is.. kite kna lalui jgak.. tol x? walaupun yg tinggal hanye memori..yang tinggal hanya rindu.. dan rasa hati yang masih ade. hehe.. someone told me.. that time will heal a brokenheart. is it true? haha. ak masih mncari jawapan itu. hehe. n yes..i'm move on!!

asik aku je.

saye nak kucing.suda diberi namepon tp kucingny tade.

gud day syg!
bad news,syida still demam n ta dpt follow kitorg g kuantan.kurang happening kalo tade dye bab dye plengkap gang kitorang.tape.next time jela.syida,mkn ubat fhm.
cls tadi best sbb masuk new chapter,subject far 200.
abis je cls.teman itu amirul azmi beli tiket.then g breakfast.hurm.best!
arini tade plan agy na wat ape.dala kamo tinggal kte kt jengka ney ha.sokie.

act kitorang ni bhutang assigment ngn lecturer.satu apepon ta wat lagy.submission date will be on this monday.cmne toe?
it is gonna be a last minute job.for sure lah!

yaya nan syida ckp asik saye je yg mengupdate blog neyh.kan?memangla sbb saye tade keje lain.ta berumah tangge mcm c yaya tuh.syida,awak sakit.
then,tugas sayelah kan.
ha....
syg mu dua org.

okielah.nantok.
syg semua!ksksm.

"treat your friends as you do your picture,and place them in their best light"